Internet Issue - October 2001

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Cover Page
by Bro. Pete Lapid
 
 
The Father Speaks
By Fr. Siegfried Binzler, SJ
 
Our Faith
By Fr. KJ Veeger, MSC
 
Place of Refuge
By Philip Yuson
 
Sharing
By Sunita Dias
 
Surabaya Corner
By Ramon Martillano
 
Sharing
By Gina Masindo
 
Here's the Latest
By Tintin Magbitang
 
Reflection
Homily Sermon by Father Florianus
 
Catholic News
By Armand Sol
 
Saints for the Month
 
Catholic Links
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“Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death…” As these words echo in my mind when I pray the Holy Rosary, most of the times I could still see the face of my beloved mother on her most trying moment.  The Lord called her three years ago.  It was a heartbreaking experience but also a spiritually strengthening one for me and my brothers and sisters.
 
During my childhood, my Mama always asked us to pray the Holy Rosary every six o’clock in the evening.  As a child, we would just mumble the words of the Hail Mary and Holy Mary as if they’re just words to be said.  No meaning at all.  The faster we say it, the better so we could go back to our hide-and-seek game.  When I try to say it slowly, I tend to forget the next word.  Sometimes, I feel irritated when my Mama would pray the words a little slower.  But during her hour, I prayed those same words slowly, meaning every single word from the bottom of my heart, begging the Blessed Mother to pray for my Mama.
 
During my college days, I came to a point where I question the worth of reciting the Holy Rosary, why am I saying the same words all over again - for fifty times, my goodness.  SO I’ve decided to just stop doing it, cut it out of my system.  I did not tell this to my Mama.  Anyway, when we have reached this age, she could not really ask us anymore to kneel down and pray the Holy Rosary in front of the altar.  I love to pray, I love going to the Holy Mass with my parents even during weekdays.  But it was just different with the Holy Rosary.  I can’t help asking myself “why am I praying this repetitive prayer which seems to glorify the Blessed Mother more than our Lord Jesus Christ.”  On the eve of December 31, 1997, this seemingly boring set of prayers became a powerful and exhilarating prayer for intercession for all of us, especially for my dying beloved.  As we pray the rosary for the last time with her, her blood pressure normalized miraculously.  I saw a glimpse of hope replacing fear from her face, a tinge of gladness on her tired eyes.  That picture of her seemed to be implanted here on my mind; I’ll never ever forget how soothing this prayer sounded to my mother’s ears.
 
I could not remember exactly the time when I came back on my knees to pray the Holy Rosary.  I was still in the Philippines and my Mama was still strong at that time.  I searched my heart for the real reason why I refuse to say the Holy Rosary.  Self-serving reasons were revealed to me by God.  Laziness was among them.  I was just trying to find excuses for not praying it every night.  It was quite long and boring for me.  With the help of the teachings and testimonies that I’ve heard, I realized I was not praying it the right way.  I was reciting it so I could say that I have finished my evening prayer.  No reflections, no sincerity, wrong motives.  I tried to pray the Holy Rosary again offering to God my laziness and trying to prove to Him that I could spend these fifteen minutes wholeheartedly with Him.
 
Coming here in Jakarta and joining the Community further enlightened me and guided me towards the realization of the power of the Holy Spirit in praying the Holy Rosary and in my prayer life as a whole.  It is amazing how the Holy Spirit reminds us of the faithfulness of God, our Father; the sacrifice and triumphant resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ and the good example of our Blessed Mother Mary in following God’s will.  Invoking the Holy Spirit guides and leads us in our prayers, be it a prayer from the book or a prayer said spontaneously. As our Lord Jesus has said, “When He, the Spirit of truth comes, He will guide you into the whole truth.”  (John 16:13).  As we surrender everything to Him, He will reveal to us God’s will in our lives.  He instructs us in the depths of our hearts.
 
Praying the Holy Rosary now through the power of the Holy Spirit has proven that God’s love and mercy are new every morning.  The Holy Spirit reveals new things even if I say the same prayer or read the same Bible verse over and over again.  The words in this wonderful gift of prayer are no longer repetitious in my ears.  As I pray and meditate on the lives of our Lord Jesus Christ and His Mother through the Rosary, I offer all the intentions of my family, my Community and all the petitions inspired by the Holy Spirit.  All throughout the prayer, I now realized that God’s name is praised and exalted.  His marvelous plan of salvation for all of us sinners is again brought to light.  As we ask our Blessed Mother to intercede for us, we are prompted to pray for other people.
 
And when I am anxious or when fear just suddenly wakes me up from my slumber, I just reach out for my rosary.  As I pray, peace calms my nerves and soothingly lulls me back to a restful sleep.  It feels like a motherly embrace is upon me, assuring me that there is nothing to fear for God is with me, He will never forsake me and He is in control of everything.
 
I truly believe that through the powerful intercession of our blessed Mother Mary, God embraced my Mama when she breathed her last, for I saw the peace and joy on her face… the last time we prayed the Holy Rosary together.  All praise and glory be to our Lord God.
 

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