July 2001 Issue

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Cover Page
by Bro. Pete Lapid
 
 
Our Faith
By Fr. KJ Veeger, MSC
 
Place of Refuge
By Philip Yuson
 
Surabaya Corner
By Ramon Martillano
 
Sharing
By Kathy Quiano
 
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Sharing
By Dhany Handoyo Saputra
 
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By Raul Loria
 
Sharing 
by Chris Kamaruddin
 
Saint for the Month
 
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I am new in the Community, but I am not here by chance. I feel so blessed to have found this Community. This is the only Community that I feel is sincere and genuine in it’s goal to help every member to be closer to the Lord. He sent Sis. Tintin Magbitang and Sis. Beth Manibog to my hospital bed on the day of my surgery and they prayed for me. About a month later they invited my family to the ECLS and that’s how I ended up here. I have been looking for a place that helps provide a closer relationship with the Lord, as I felt something is missing in my life. During the first session of the ECLS I heard about having personal relationship with the Lord and my heart said; that’s what I’ve been looking for. I felt I was the only one who needed to have a personal relationship with the Lord, as if I had been a bad girl. When Bro. Fritz said that one day he found the answer in Jesus, I was thinking what a joy that would be, but how did he know that it was the Lord speaking to him and not just his inner thoughts? I am a very stubborn and determined person; once I decided I want something I will do everything in my power to achieve that and there’s no stopping me. And when things don’t go my way, I question the Lord, if He really loves me. I also get angry with Him and even blame Him. I kept asking why, or why not, and why me? I never felt that He’s speaking to me; I felt that He was not answering my questions, let alone my requests. Through this Community I am able to understand a little bit more about God’s way and what it means to surrender to His way instead of my way. Now, through all of you, I am able to accept His will unto me and more importantly with the faith that He really does love His children, including me. This Community helps me open the door to my heart wider for the Lord to enter and strengthen my faith and my desire to serve the Lord in a way that He wants me to.
 
I wanted to experience the Holy Spirit through physical evidence during the session on Baptism in the Holy Spirit, such as gift of tongue or feeling the energy around us, or a cloud above us. I thought that would be His proof that He is speaking to me. But what I hoped for did not happen and I went home a little disappointed. However, one of the things that I prayed for during the Baptism was for me to understand His way for everything that’s happening in my life at the moment. I want to understand the blueprint He has for me. If I can just for once have a little bit of understanding of why things do or do not happen I would be very happy.
 
The next day I met a high school friend whom I haven’t seen in 15 years. We catched up on our lives, and through this friend and our conversation I began to realize and understand why things are happening or not happening in my life. I began to see a tiny winy little spark at the end of the tunnel. I also began to see all the blessings being in my position right now, which I did not see before. I can see now that the Lord is saving me from years of suffering had I proceeded with my plans.
 
Another thing that I prayed for is the power of forgiveness to a family member. I had not been able to forgive her actions. I was starting to have doubts if I will ever forgive her and I was resenting her even more a consequence of unforgiveness which is one of the four hindrances to the Holy Spirit's filling our hearts fully. However, I kept praying for her after that and for the Lord to give me the will and the loving heart to forgive her. A week later, my family received a phone call and her apologies to all of us, and right away my heart melted and forgave her.
 
The point is, the Lord chooses His way to speak to me. The Holy Spirit worked in me in a way the Lord wants to speak to me; the best way that suits me; the way that I will understand Him best. He knows what’s important for me and what I need. He is speaking to me through everyone that I meet in my life, not the way that I want Him to speak to me. This is the beginning of my personal relationship with Him and I believe Genesis will continue providing, promoting and encouraging a closer relationship between the Lord and me through my interaction with all of the members, and together we will glorify His Name.


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